Monday

Today was odd. 

I have all my money now which is $481.74. 

Was supposed to order shirts today...never heard a response back from screen printer. 

Probably ordering tomorrow. 

It's a late night and I have to study. 

I'm pumped for buying presents. 

Wednesday is probably going to suck since I have a meeting on how bad I'm doing in school. 

At least I'm going to Alix's house that night. 

I can't seem to be sad, I'm always happy. I always am smiling. It's not like I don't care. It's more like why get down? No ones dead, dying, life hasn't come to an end. I am happy. 

I need more Burt's Bees. 

I just want to go to college and complete everything. 

High School isn't my thing. I'd be happy to be working in this crazy world that I live in. There is so much expected of you in school. Math is like so hard to understand and especially when it's being taught by someone who has worked at the school for 25 years. She's old and makes me tired. Her feelings get hurt when kids talk while she talks. She call us "friends" and "folks". 

Please answer this. When am I ever going to use Triginometry in my life?

I want to follow my dream. I want to own a record label when it is possible. I don't need to know that stupid shit. 

I don't want to sleep.

Alix is so nice and really unlike anyone I know. It's really great.

I could use some UGG slippers right about now. It's freezing.

Can I really handle all this? Am I really happy? Why don't I feel this? 

I'll leave it at that. 

Sleep well my "friends":)