Christmas Eve is tomorrow

It doesn't feel right. 

None of this. 

I just want to sleep. 

It's vacation.

Vacation doesn't feel like vacation. 

I wish the past was the present. 

SOMEONE explain why I am not looking forward to Christmas this year. 

Happy holiday QTZ

Haha

Well what an odd night. 

I hope they cancel or have a half day tomorrow. 

I got a haircut today, cool. 

Sweet d00d! 

Have a good day tomorrow :)

I'm tired

of life, I guess. I went shopping today. Bought everyone great gifts. I'm satisfied. I'm sleepy. I think I might be postponing Oh Fluck! Apparel until January. Stupid screen printers. 

Sleep well tonight. bye :)

Listening to:

Creator-Santogold

Sooooooo.

School sucks.

Girls rock.

I'm sleepy. 

Need shirts and sleep. 

Have a good weekend :). 

Byeeeeeee.

Hey Ma-Camron

Today=Good

Had meeting in school. Buckling down now. Staying after with Rohlfs. 

Went and ate over Alix's :).

YEAH.

Bye:-)

Monday

Today was odd. 

I have all my money now which is $481.74. 

Was supposed to order shirts today...never heard a response back from screen printer. 

Probably ordering tomorrow. 

It's a late night and I have to study. 

I'm pumped for buying presents. 

Wednesday is probably going to suck since I have a meeting on how bad I'm doing in school. 

At least I'm going to Alix's house that night. 

I can't seem to be sad, I'm always happy. I always am smiling. It's not like I don't care. It's more like why get down? No ones dead, dying, life hasn't come to an end. I am happy. 

I need more Burt's Bees. 

I just want to go to college and complete everything. 

High School isn't my thing. I'd be happy to be working in this crazy world that I live in. There is so much expected of you in school. Math is like so hard to understand and especially when it's being taught by someone who has worked at the school for 25 years. She's old and makes me tired. Her feelings get hurt when kids talk while she talks. She call us "friends" and "folks". 

Please answer this. When am I ever going to use Triginometry in my life?

I want to follow my dream. I want to own a record label when it is possible. I don't need to know that stupid shit. 

I don't want to sleep.

Alix is so nice and really unlike anyone I know. It's really great.

I could use some UGG slippers right about now. It's freezing.

Can I really handle all this? Am I really happy? Why don't I feel this? 

I'll leave it at that. 

Sleep well my "friends":)

What an

awesome weekend. 

I'm tired now. 

I have homework now too. 

Bye:)

There is

REAL COOL PEOPLE OUT THERE.

Okay it's snowing. 

Sandi's sleeping over hahaha.

I'm somewhat tired. 

I want a vanilla latte from Starbucks. 

Okay, goodnight :-)

Listening to:

Jordin Sparks-One Step At A Time

Yesterday

was nice. 

I'm hungry

I never thought I would say this.

I can't wait to leave this house. This "family" or whatever it is doesn't make sense. 

I have to rake leaves. 

Bye

.

Each day we pull further apart.

Yeah.

This isn't really cool. 

It hasn't really hit me yet. 

This month was supposed to be good.

The only good thing about this month is my shirts.

Bye

Okay.

What's next? This is one big nightmare. 

I love everyone so close to me. I don't want this to happen. 

They say they're trying to make this work but yet they told us something totally different before. 

I thought Mr. Pitts was a decent guy before. But fuck you Pitts, you stank. Haha. 

I didn't fail math. SWEET.

Right now I'm listening to Kate Nash. 

Tonight I have CCD I'm somewhat excited. 

Have a good night. :)