Christmas Eve is tomorrow

It doesn't feel right. 

None of this. 

I just want to sleep. 

It's vacation.

Vacation doesn't feel like vacation. 

I wish the past was the present. 

SOMEONE explain why I am not looking forward to Christmas this year. 

Happy holiday QTZ

Haha

Well what an odd night. 

I hope they cancel or have a half day tomorrow. 

I got a haircut today, cool. 

Sweet d00d! 

Have a good day tomorrow :)

I'm tired

of life, I guess. I went shopping today. Bought everyone great gifts. I'm satisfied. I'm sleepy. I think I might be postponing Oh Fluck! Apparel until January. Stupid screen printers. 

Sleep well tonight. bye :)

Listening to:

Creator-Santogold

Sooooooo.

School sucks.

Girls rock.

I'm sleepy. 

Need shirts and sleep. 

Have a good weekend :). 

Byeeeeeee.

Hey Ma-Camron

Today=Good

Had meeting in school. Buckling down now. Staying after with Rohlfs. 

Went and ate over Alix's :).

YEAH.

Bye:-)

Monday

Today was odd. 

I have all my money now which is $481.74. 

Was supposed to order shirts today...never heard a response back from screen printer. 

Probably ordering tomorrow. 

It's a late night and I have to study. 

I'm pumped for buying presents. 

Wednesday is probably going to suck since I have a meeting on how bad I'm doing in school. 

At least I'm going to Alix's house that night. 

I can't seem to be sad, I'm always happy. I always am smiling. It's not like I don't care. It's more like why get down? No ones dead, dying, life hasn't come to an end. I am happy. 

I need more Burt's Bees. 

I just want to go to college and complete everything. 

High School isn't my thing. I'd be happy to be working in this crazy world that I live in. There is so much expected of you in school. Math is like so hard to understand and especially when it's being taught by someone who has worked at the school for 25 years. She's old and makes me tired. Her feelings get hurt when kids talk while she talks. She call us "friends" and "folks". 

Please answer this. When am I ever going to use Triginometry in my life?

I want to follow my dream. I want to own a record label when it is possible. I don't need to know that stupid shit. 

I don't want to sleep.

Alix is so nice and really unlike anyone I know. It's really great.

I could use some UGG slippers right about now. It's freezing.

Can I really handle all this? Am I really happy? Why don't I feel this? 

I'll leave it at that. 

Sleep well my "friends":)

What an

awesome weekend. 

I'm tired now. 

I have homework now too. 

Bye:)

There is

REAL COOL PEOPLE OUT THERE.

Okay it's snowing. 

Sandi's sleeping over hahaha.

I'm somewhat tired. 

I want a vanilla latte from Starbucks. 

Okay, goodnight :-)

Listening to:

Jordin Sparks-One Step At A Time

Yesterday

was nice. 

I'm hungry

I never thought I would say this.

I can't wait to leave this house. This "family" or whatever it is doesn't make sense. 

I have to rake leaves. 

Bye

.

Each day we pull further apart.

Yeah.

This isn't really cool. 

It hasn't really hit me yet. 

This month was supposed to be good.

The only good thing about this month is my shirts.

Bye

Okay.

What's next? This is one big nightmare. 

I love everyone so close to me. I don't want this to happen. 

They say they're trying to make this work but yet they told us something totally different before. 

I thought Mr. Pitts was a decent guy before. But fuck you Pitts, you stank. Haha. 

I didn't fail math. SWEET.

Right now I'm listening to Kate Nash. 

Tonight I have CCD I'm somewhat excited. 

Have a good night. :)

WOW.

Worst day ever. 

I don't know.

Sleep well. 

AGAIN.

Again I forgot to blog. Well seeing it's the AM now, yesterday was good. I hung out all day. Then I went out to dinner with Mia. Love her, she is a sweetheart. 

I have to say there is a lot of good people in this world. It's really cool.

Economy sucks. Sharper Image is closing. I had no clue about that. Everything is dead cheap. I found a 67 inch DLP TV for only $1000. Wow. 

Hahaha. I just have to laugh. I'm really happy. Life's so silly. 

Have a wonderful Sunday. :-)

 

Listening to:

We Get On-Kate Nash

Rehab-Sitting In A Bar

Awesome!

Today/tonight was wonderful. I hung out with Alix tonight. It was great. I'm super sleepy and almost forgot to write in this. 

Tommorow I think I'm going out to eat with Mia. Sounds good. 

Sleep tight :)

Cool.

One word: Unhappy. 

I'm unsure why everything is happening the way is happening. I just want it all to stop. Fuck money. Money is made out to be so good but yet money gets us into all this shit. 

Anyways, family fulfilled day. Got a really nice ring from a really nice friend of my grandma's. Her son died in a car accident and died. I don't know when this happened but she gave me a ring from his jewelery box. It has an N on it and its 18k gold. I feel so bad for her, she's such a sweet lady. 

Hope you had a good day. 

Sleep well. 

Tommorow's Thanksgiving

Like my title says tomorrow is Thanksgiving. Hopefully I play some poker or something. Today was good. I chose I'm going to go with another screen printer. I called a few places and submitted a few quotes. I got one quote which is lower than my original. I'll probably go with that one. I really hope everything works out with all this. I think I might get a website designer to design my website. Also I'm getting professional photographer to get pictures for a website. This is just so exciting. 

Tomorrow I'm going to my dad's parents in the morning. Then to my moms parents in the afternoon. It's going to be nice to see everyone. 

I need to make a video soon.

Have a good holiday. Bye :)

Listening to:

I Like The Way She Do It-50 cent ft. G-Unit

Dr. Carter-Lil Wayne

Tuesday

Good Evening. 

I almost forgot to blog today! OMGZ. Anyways, got my quotes for my shirts. I like the quotes but I'm not sure I'm happy with the company. So I might go to another company. COOL.

What else? Not much. I get my debit card soon. I'm pumped. I'll feel fly with it. Ha ha.

I don't think I'm going to school tomorrow. Woot!

Okay I really haven't written anything in here. I've been on AIM mostly. 

Sleep well. :)

Listening to:

♫ Spice Girls - Wannabe

♫ Lupe Fiasco - Kick Push

♫ Yung Berg - The Business (67 Bpm)

♫ The Dear Hunter - Red Hands

Oh Fluck! Apparel

Are you fluckin' pumped because I so am! 

Checklist

Finish design: CHECKED

Get a clothing company name: CHECKED

Order shirts: UNCHECKED

Yesterday, I finished the design. I came up with the name Oh Fluck! Apparel some how. I'm very happy. I am waiting on a quote from my screenprinter. 

Grades closed today. GREAT.

Have a good day and look out for Oh Fluck! Apparel shirts in December!

Listening to:

♫ Plies - Who Hotter Than Me

Sunday

Ello! 

Today will be good. Chindes coming over and hanging out. 

I can't wait till I can drive. I figure life will be much more lively rather than sitting here all day which isn't much fun. 

I'm sick of everyone being so predjudice. Yes, we are going to have a black president. Yes, some people are gay. Why is it such a big deal? 

I forgot to mention that last night I watched Youtube Live which was really cool. I couldn't believe how good the quality was and how smooth everything went. 

I think Bri comes home today which is good. 

Have a wonderful rest of your day. Bye:)

Listening to:

♫ heavy heavy low low - please, that bitch will outlive us all

♫ Dashboard Confessional - The Ghost of A Good Thing

♫ minus the bear - pachuca sunrise

Saturday

Hey again. 

Today I opened a savings/checking account so I can get a debit card and buy my shirts with them and of course save up. 

Julie has finished the design but there still is somethings to tweak. But I am much closer than before! This week or next week I hope to get my shirts. I cannot wait much longer. 

I really wanted to see my Grandma today so I went and saw her :). I took a freezing cold shower today too because the stupid hot water heater stopped working. Back to Grandma. My Mom and I went there and hung out for awhile. It's always great to be there on any day although I end up leaving smelling like a cigarette.

Mom and I then ordered grinders for dinner. I got a buffalo chicken grinder and I have to say that it was kind of a disappointment! But what ever, I had a good day with Momma Ashe. 

I'm not sure that I mentioned Bri is in New York this weekend. It pretty much sucks because I have no one to get Starbucks or talk with. But tonight we Ichatted which was nice.

Tonight I watched Youtube Live which was pretty cool/interesting. Then Akon was all like "I wanna make love right na na na". I don't really like him after I watched him hump that girl on stage(Youtube it).

To finish this blog off, I have started talking to this really nice girl. Also made plans to hang out with her and of course I'm pumped. I'm sleepy but I'm probably waiting for Marky Mark to get home. Oh and I like Burt's Bees: Beeswax Lip Balm. Have a wonderful end of the night and sleep well. Bye:)

Listening to:

♫Brothers-Brand New

♫My Dick-Mickey Avalon

♫ The Kooks - Naïve

♫ Fanny Pack - Camel Toe

♫ Notorious B.I.G. - Party and Bullshit (Ratatat remix)

♫ Ludacris - Down In The Dirty f/ Rick Ross & Bun B

♫ Maroon 5 - Sunday Mornings

Baby Mama Drama

Good news. It's Friday. 

I think it's funny how she overreacted to the whole situation...makes me wonder. I've come down to not caring one bit anymore. 

Shit. Grades close Monday. I either have a D or E in math which means no computer until my grades get up. 

On other terms vacation starts Wednesday. That's real good, I need a break from all this school work. Ha Ha.

Well I guess I'll update you later. Bye :)

Listening to:

A Sharp Is A Flat-Punchline

Hallelujah-Paramore

The District Sleeps Alone Tonight-The Postal Service

Hello

Okay so I was sitting in class today and I was like dang I should start a blog. So here I am writing in this blog. 

I'll make this quick, I guess. 

I have to say the past month and a half has been crazy. So many ups and down. But right now where I'm at in my life, I'm happy with it. I can't believe how I used to be. I guess I'm the new and improved Nick. 

Anyways, tonight hopefully Julie will finish my design and I can finally order these shirts. I hope they sell aha but if they don't it'll totally be a learning experience. I'm pumped, you should be too. 

Lastly, I've met so many cool people in the last month.  People I wouldn't have met if the whole crazy month and a half didn't occur. I totally believe everything happens for a reason.

One more thing! I had CCD like a few weeks ago and we had to donate stuff for a basket for a family. So I called all these big corporations like Nike, Stop n Shop, and Big Y. Expecting not to get anything I donated my own money to the basket but I think it was tuesday I got a letter from Big Y. In that letter was a gift card for $25. I was so suprised and happy. Now I can donate it to any place I want to. I think thats what made my week. 

Well I didn't expect to type that much. I hope you all have a great week. Byeeee :)

Listening to:

D.A.N.C.E.-Justice

Waiting for my Ruca-Sublime

Mall Nutrition-Heavy Heavy Low Low

Say Cheese And Die-Dr. Acula 

Wobble-V.I.C.

Merry Happy-Kate Nash